Wow. Long time since I've blogged. Let me recount the events that can be publicised.
Firstly, ever since I fell sick, I've been so stressed by tons of homework and ominous pressure. Personal problems ought not to be left out too.
Being stuck in the middle is much worse than watching the carnage unroll in the sidelines. It is melancholic to watch such a close, warm relationship fall into pieces. And then there's the fact that I keep screwing them up.
People say they screw me up too but I don't feel that way. In fact, I'm positive they're enlightening me on the matter. Don't apologise- it just makes me feel worse. You wouldn't like that now would you? XD Anyway I feel that they're right. I think its a lost cause by choosing to go on. They say we can never click as one- I've been thinking about it and I agree.
I've been very pissed lately. Some say I'm going through a youth-life crisis or whatever. Nope. I just have too many things on my mind. Without my painful heck-care attitude it would be impossible to clear the storm in my tiny head.
We have to pull through this together, stay strong and stand tall as pillars of support.
Now, about school stuff. I lost Marcus's 8 GB thumbdrive D: Tried looking for it to no avail... Despicable me.
Hmm. I love going to choir. Like, its the only highlight in routine and exasperatingly mundane school life. My greatest friends are in there, the guardian angels and the cupids of wisdom. Funny, putting it that way.
Home Economics and Maths is giving me a throbbing headache. I've put too much salt in my muffin, and it's kinda burnt on the outside. But some people liked it anyways. I've revised the recipe and suppose my practical would be better and appeals to the teacher.
Maths... I suck man. Why do I have to be in Alpha -.- I feel as if everybody looks down on me or something. It's deeply depressing.
I shall stop here for now. Hope miracles drop by often.
Your charming, unlucky, larcenous and distressed friend, Randall :D
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